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Feeling like the thing you can pick up, and throw to the side whenever feels like shit. With all the rejection, denials, and no’s this year I feel like the only person who cares is the government and when they collect their taxes on time.
Everyone’s got their own internal struggle. Been fighting mine for a long time. If we can help each other, we should.
Until recently I’ve never noticed how much time in my life that I’ve spent alone.
I was asked “so what did you do when you were by yourself when you were younger? Who did you play with?” And I have to answer “nobody.” Maybe that’s why I have this “unapproachable-ness” thing that follows me.
I love self reflection but sometimes the truth is shitty. Maybe being alone so much has a lot to do with where I am now. In a spot where there’s supposedly a lot going for me, but I’m not happy.
I’m pretty doubtful right now. About everything.
It’s a lonely feeling.
Dead ass if the writing is on the wall in front of you then I don’t think there’s going to be any kind of before, now.
What do you need with me now that you didn’t need before? It was never me… I did my part and you didn’t want it. You pushed me. And now you want me back?
Take a step back. Realign yourself.
Dating your best friend is as simple as getting past the fact that, that person is no longer your best friend. But your partner.
I’m just sick of the lies and bullshit. If you’re not going to be a real one just don’t try at all.
Journey
Been a little pissed off recently. got me in a mood.
Now what does a 5′7″, 24 year old dude from San Francisco have to worry about. Well, maybe particularly me. Not sure. But im not happy. Im not content. i dont know what i am currently. i wake up every day hoping ill feel better than the next day. Results arent good for that. I wake up tired, exhausted, just feeling meh.
Have the voices gotten to me and i denying it?
i cant figure this one out. you, I do thing and i still feel the same. i would think maybe im depressed. Im not sure. The best way i can describe it is, “it is what it is”.
Could be the huge issues of trust that i have. Typical Pieces shit. screwed over too many times. Expectations arise and jump off a cliff to their death. Like, a deep ass cliff. There’s no loyalty anymore these days.
Maybe a lot of this is self torture too. Theres a bunch of possibilities as to why. Im curious though.

